I know my phone habits are killing me.

At least, they are killing my ability to maximize my productivity. I don’t care. There is nothing wrong with wasting time. Time is mine to waste, I get to decide what my legacy is. I lose hours a day in video games, both on my phone and on my switch. This was true long before the pandemic.

I am a serial shirker. I will only do the bare minimum of what is asked of me. Enough to be adequate, but never enough to stand out. Yet, I’m white enough and privileged enough to have crossed the six-figure income line before walking away from employment. I know what pieces of…